Wandering In Wonder

March is ending and I have a lot of things to do actually. But I pretend like there is none at all. I would like to take a break this weekend. "Would like". That is my intention. But "would like" shows no affirmation.

I thought next week will be a relaxing week. That was just a thought because next week is just like another tough week. I've got a handful of tasks with me now, and it shows no sign of declining. But compounding...yes.

I'm going to face some tough times this year. Some things will be taken away, gone and lost along this year. To think that we have an exact ownership over a thing is totally a mistake. None of everything we have now is exactly ours. I remember I told this to a friend of mine, and also wrote it in this very blog. Now it is coming to me. I'm trying to put my feet in my friend's shoes, in which she lost a thing that she love most. At that moment, I felt nothing and thought I completely understood her situation. But now I'm experiencing it, and I mistakenly thought I would be strong. But hell, I'm not as strong as I wished. Like people said; it's easier to talk.

This is a test, and tests never cease to make people suffer. There's a silver line in the sky. May I be stronger after this.